My body has always thought it’s a wonderful trick to play- get a new, weird symptom on a Friday afternoon when the doctor’s office is about to close for the weekend. I have to determine quickly, is this going to kill me or can it wait until Monday?
Yesterday was a doozy. I was writing out holiday cards at the time and was having trouble focusing well enough to write the names and addresses. It was early afternoon and almost time for my afternoon nap when I suddenly got two hard muscle spasms in my cheek and the area on the right side of my mouth went tingly, then numb. The tingly lip thing had been happening on and off for about a week prior. I assumed it was just fibromyalgia messing with me again, although the face spasm was a new twist. Then I realized my vision was darker and I got scared. I ran to the bathroom to find my right pupil was large and my left one was small. I could still grin and my eyelids were not drooping or anything so it wasn’t Bells Palsy or a stroke. I covered one eye and then the other. My left eye with the small pupil was reacting to light and seeing the room well lit and bright. My right eye pupil was large, not really reacting, and the room seemed quite a bit darker, with a blue or gray haze over it.
I did some quick googling and there are like 74 reasons your pupils could be a different size. But with the particular symptoms I have, it kept coming back to Multiple Sclerosis. Don’t you just love the symptom checker on WebMD? LOL Ten years ago, when I was first diagnosed with Fibromyalgia, I questioned if it could actually be MS. My Uncle Ralph had MS so it is in my family. The specialist assured me I had Fibro because of the tender point test when I almost accidently punched him. Fight or Flight!
In the past year, I’ve developed ME/CFS supposedly- extreme exhaustion and fatigue, made worse by activity. I’m also experiencing swollen glands and sore throats more often than normal along with headaches, weakness, and trouble walking. Wait, most of those are also symptoms of MS. Though swollen glands and sore throat are not as far as I can tell.
Anyway, I woke up this morning and checked my eyes again. The right pupil is still bigger. My vision is still a little bit off. I have a headache and my eye hurts. And I am still anxious, angry, and almost resigned to the fact that life sucks and it isn’t going to get better…. Unless the Electoral College Electors put Hillary in office!!